how come....???

what I have seen latley in youth group and during normal sunday nobody wants to talk to me. it seems like only your
\"friends\" wil talk to you. i know some people dont like me, and i don\'t care about that. It just makes me sad that this is what it came to. When i first came everyone seemed so nice and caring, but latley we don\'t even realise that new people come,and when they never come back then we notice,me and friends try to talk to them but it never works. I feel so bad when i do that because, i know what its like to ignored and nobaody wanting to talk to you. And it hurts! What i have done in my past,and peoples faces when they find out, hurts bad!! I wish that everything could just go back to the old way when poeple wanted to be your firnds,kinda like 1st grade........ but not quite that. And when my 8th grade friends go to high school, i will be forced to get out of my comfort zone,which will be good, so i can be more open to others...